Space Between

I am wondering what the heck I have done to deserve the relationships I currently have. I must admit, I am a broken person who has no right to claim goodness in return as I have caused other people pain, both intentionally and unintentionally.  I am at the moment aware about those I have done until yesterday of my life. I try to control it but the cracks on me seem to seethe through until I can no longer contain myself. I’m a human. And I also burst. But I have a soul to take care of. I have a God to fear. I have a heart and what I did what just what it had been beating about. I wanted to be loved. And I fought so hard to get that.  Maybe I passed the wrong roads. Might be that I clicked on an incorrect key. But the goal was just there and all I wanted was to get where that is.  #LongOverduePost

The last time I visited a movie house was when I was still single. Avengers! Aha, that was the movie then. Pathetic, am I? Naah. Im not a big fan of movies. I have a very short attention span and watching them make my mind leave the movie house. With motherhood, I rarely have free time these days. If I get one, I shop or dine out. So movies are really not a priority. So I actually just get the time to watch when mother duties are finished early during weekends. Local light romantic movies? Yes to those!  So last year, I was able to chance up on these two and geeesh, these movies brought out the kilig in me. I have no idea actually. Maybe, I was once like them? Or maybe, I was once like them? Now, I know. ☺          I find Gerald a hunk even before this one. And here, he's too much for my heartbeat! I also felt the same for JM same here. He did not disappoint!  Bilis ng heartbeat ko sa kanila!♥♥♥ Angelica is so her here. Nakakatuwa ....

What?!? It has been 2 years?!? I never have had the time to post something here. I miss writing this way. I miss writing my emotions out. I miss free-soul writing. Work writing is far different from this. Oh, this is soooo liberaaaating. I think I have to find a way back to at least write this way. Well, the days have been very different now. I have been a bit different. The issues? Oh, they stayed All. The. Same.