Space Between

Everybody is turning 3-0. I got to run and hide. Oh well, If only I can do that. Unfortunately, not.  And, literally, I dont want to run away yet. Not this time.  I'm counting months before I formally end my 20s.  Although i just recently turned the end of 20, I am not excited, but, looking forward to ending my age with 0 again.  Its like a new career for me. But then, like any new career, there is excitement, worry and pressure.  I was recently with a friend of mine, who is of the same age range, and during that same recently that she only realized that she is indeed nearing the next level. It was a big OMG on her face. And I tell you, it bugged her. Unlike 2-0, this is something to be serious of.  Too many inevitable changes may be apparent. Too many things are in DIRE NEED to be done. Likewise, a LOT of changes SHOULD be introduced. I'm worried, actually. But I dont want to be. It will just inject lines on my face and o...

Piece of This "Farewell to my friends, thought I'd leave you all behind me. My time is runnin and I'm about to lose my mind again. Now and then, I tremble all over but I will carry the load upon my shoulder, but I know this would all be over as soon as I open my eyes. Is it loneliness? Maybe emptiness? Maybe melancholy Have a piece of this Now I see the sunlight shining through there's no reason to be blue, but, now I know I'm going down, I look all around me and laugh like a clown/no I won't frown. Can anybody help me when I'm down? And anybody since I'm just a clown, but now I know love will stick around cause I've been lost and found. " I am a fan.. And I will forever be. Thank you for contributing music to the rocker part of me. Your songs will be forever in my list. Make beautiful music with FrancisM wherever you both are. Have a PEACE of this.

Brrrr. That was the first word I uttered upon stepping on the airport ground of Macau. It was 12 degrees then. I was in my simple jeans, tank top and sweater. My luggage was stuffed with just skirts and shorts.   Good thing I brought a pair of stockings to cover my legs. My fault though. I underestimated the temperature being fond of the cool weather.   ( I remember my 2010 Melbourne, Australia-- It was 12 degrees and I was in shorts. Teehee) Geesh , I couldn’t even fold my legs while walking to the immigration.   I barely opened my mouth while I was chatting. I felt my skin was about to crack. I can’t say its cold though. It is actually freezing cold. But then, I should say, I loooved it.   , “No English”. Those were the two words I frequently heard during my stay there.   People hardly spoke English and that you’d end up either letting your hands do the thing or breaking your English into simple words. It’s a good thing there are lots of Filipino...

It has never been as defined as this. It has never been as peaceful as this. It has never been as comfortable as this. It has never been as soothing as this. It has never been as passionate as this. It has never been as fascinating as this. It has never been as this. It, is love. And it has never been this happy. Happy Valentine’s Day, Baby! I love you.♥♥♥ And yes, it has never been as meaningful as this. * And to all my loveys, hope you'll have a happy day today and the following days ahead. Thank you for all the love.♥

Found a nice article on infidelity in Yahoo.com. Although the entirety may not be applicable to couples not yet married, the thought of the article that emotional infidelity is of the same specie as infidelity, made it quite enlightening.  So now, the "we're just friends" excuse should be responded by either a kick on the balls or simply "rot yourself both in hell assholes". Just sharing with you. http://ph.she.yahoo.com/is-it-cheating-if-the-relationship-isn%E2%80%99t-physical-.html

And so Lani, my friend from highschool, was home. After 2 years, we finally saw each other again. The last time she came home, we, together with another friend of ours, Imana, packed our beach asses and headed to Batangas.  Just so you know, beaching has been a tradition of us 3 everytime Lani comes home.  The supposed plan for this visit was Palawan but beaching can’t be included in our plan for the time being due to several constraints. So we enjoyed, despite the absence of the beach. You see, we grew up together. We were together every single day in highschool and several days of our college life.  Shared beds, clothes and even facial washes.  I remember, we even used the same sink—Me washing my face while the other one was puking. Eeeew. And a lot more stories go on. We talk about these over and over again but don’t get really tired of laughing at these same stories. Our boyfriends already have smirks on their face almost saying “ ilang bes...

This song just describes it. “ So what we get drunk So what we smoke weed We’re just having fun We don’t care who sees So what we go out That how it’s supposed to be Living young and wild and free” For those of you who simply just don’t understand the happiness of being free from “what-your- grandmomma- told- you”, its okay. You don’t need to be one. Just don’t move closer.