Space Between

So there was a 4-day vacation. Everybody was out except from me.  I never expected that I'd be alone for this time so then, I was unprepared.  I ended up doing nothing but stare at what technology has provided me. Strained my eyes and bummed myself. Booo! With the 4-day vacation, I had so many time doing self-check and self-assessment.  I was full of plans for the next coming days. And for that, I came up few realizations: 1.  Aanhin mo ang sobrang tulog kung hindi ka naman kinukulang? 2.  Aanhin mo ang pahinga kung hindi ka naman masaya? 3.  Biruin mo na ang lasing, pati ang bagong gising, wag lang ang boring (pardon the wrong grammar) 4.  Dapat laging may nakahandang Plan C, D at E. 5.  Salamat sa teknolohiya. 6. Buti na lang may Facebook! 7. Sa huli, ikaw pa rin ang tanging makakapagpapaligaya sa sarili mo.  8.  Kapag kumapit sa isipan mo na gusto mo ng pumasok sa opisina uli, masama na talaga ang pagkabagot na nararanasan ...

Had the chance again to visit the heart of Visayas, Cebu, for the nth time.  Although this time, I was with the heart of my heart. That being, assured my stay to be if not the best, better than the best. It was 3 days and 2 nights of pleasure and fun. Although, I may say it was quite short to actually enjoy Cebu.  It wasn’t my first time but it was G’s first so I felt I had the responsibility of aside from being a full-time lover, to also be a tour guide.  Well, the passé saying which goes “ Parang Manila rin” is oh well very true.  Just sharing with you some things we did during our short stay.       Buffet for Php199.00 at Waterfront Hotel. Sulit. Sarap. There.   2.       Taxi everywhere, anywhere.  Walang tumatanggi. 3.              3. Skywalk at Crowne Regency Hotel- Php550 just for the walk.  Cameras are not allowed inside and so t...

Oh you say you're mine And I believe you every single time Even though they say you're not my kind I just can't believe you'd lie Oh all my friends are laughing Seeing you out with other men i'm dying Cant you see it in my eyes i'm cryin I just cant believe you're not mine Would you hurt the man who loves you Would you hurt the man today Would you take the love you gave me away Would you hurt the man who loves you Would you hurt the man today Would you take the love you gave me away Oh what have I done All the time I guess it was just fun I gave away this Sweetest girl I knew Oh, just for you Would you hurt the man who loves you Would you hurt the man today Would you take the love you gave me away Would you hurt the man who loves you Would you hurt the man today Would you take the love you gave me away Oh i know I'll never never never know the truth Oh I love you too much girl to spoil your fun I can't run ...

I guess the weakest part of my body is my heart.  And the strongest enemy of it are girls.  Selosa na kung selosa. That's me. But hey, I have played the same game over and over again before until I got tired of doing it. I know the game. So don't play it with me.

I am sharing with you some of the realizations I have collected from my everyday life encounters.   It may not be so applicable to everyone but I guess there is no harm in re-realizing my realizations. Sorry is just another word -   Ok. Thank you for your “sorry”. Sometimes though, the said word just comes out as an “SOP” but does not really mean the intended purpose of it. I guess the better way is not just by saying such but likewise by not.doing.it.again.ever.   Then “sorry” would serve justice. Acceptance is the first step to change - They say change is the only constant thing in this world.   But for change to happen, acceptance that something must really require change must be existent.   Otherwise, such movement will just be temporary. Commitment is a strong but scary word -   Aha. It has been elusive to many people. Me being included.   If you have questions, then, you cannot commit. So don’t force yourself to fall into the very deep holl...

Happy father's day, Daddy! I love you more than any maldita daughter could ever do.

I realized, I grew up collecting angst. Its not that I am an angry person. Neither am I an ill-tempered person.   Its just might be that I have collected thoughts within myself that have not gotten the slightest chance to be spewed to the most appropriate person.   In short, hindi nakarating sa paroroonan .   Although I believe I am a confrontational person, I guess I am still left misunderstood.   The other night, I again cried myself to sleep. My bed has again witnessed me at my weakest time and point of the day—and that is before I sleep. I have been fighting with the very same argument ever since I got my brain to function on its own.   And the other very same argument has been fighting back since I don’t remember anymore.   I thought I can let go and forgive accusations. But words have this way of penetrating your soul that simply leave you bursting-then-wounded inside.   Thank goodness I have walls as my physique. Then, pain just doesn’t show e...