Beautiful Strangers

I fell inlove with a beautiful stranger.

Oh well, actually, almost, with two beautiful strangers.  I never thought I would ever appreciate the beauty infrequent to what I have always seen.  Or rather maybe my brain has just dictated to myself that I would like to atleast take pride in dealing with different races.  As you know, Westerners have this f*ck*ng notion that Filipinas, particularly, are always after their bleep bleep green cards or their citizeeship.   Well, I don’t blame Filipino women for opting to do that, but having the right to choose for myself, given the fact that I am still able to feed my own and probably another mouth, I take pride on not being dependent. Therefore, I can still freely choose whoever I would really want.



*** late posting. This was supposed to be posted last September 2010** 

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