New Year

The year 2011 is about to end.  Feng Shui says it was a lucky year for me.  Well, in all fairness, I may say, things have gone better.  Luck probably had something to do with it, but of course, a big fraction was still brought by myself. I have been becoming a big girl I guess. I have been trying to learn my lessons and apply such for the betterment of, who else, but me. And as I always say—Nobody else would take care of me better but myself. – And I still stay true to that.

So thank you for all those who have been part of an indeed colorful 2011.  And for 2012, I wish for a better year, of course.  And for some more:

1.    I wish for forgiveness for those who have been continuously causing me pain.  After that, I wish they will finally realize that even people perceiving themselves as “pure” can emotionally tear hearts of people like me. Likewise, forgiveness to those people I have wronged, intentionally and unintentionally.
2.    I wish for a clearer path on all my journeys.
3.    I wish for safety and protection for my loved ones in this indeed dangerous world.
4.    I wish for more happiness, satisfaction and love.
5.    I have been sickly this year and have shed big bucks on medicines and body-cleansing stuff. I missed so many events and felt drained and stressed during most days. Thus, I wish for a healthier me.
6.    I wish to get all the love I feel I deserve.
7.    I wish to improve and be better.
8.    I worry a lot of things. In consequence, I have not been getting a good rest during certain days and this has impaired some opportunities. Thus, I wish for peace of mind.
9.    I wish for more blessings and opportunities and the courage to grab them.
     10.  I wish to become whole again, free from pain, bitterness and doubt.
     11.  I wish for lies and fabricated stories to become elusive from me. Or better yet, stay away from me.
     12.  I wish for a good year for me, my family and my loves.
Let us together look forward to a better 2012. Shempre, lets work our ass out for it to become finally better. 

Happy 2012!

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