Time


Woke up one day crying. Woke up another day feeling irritated. Again, another day, one more week , the following month and then became years. It has been a routine. And this has been slowly eating part by part of me for years now.

Nothing was left. I died. It died. I planned to gather the pieces but there was no force pushing me down. No arms stretching forward. No eyes looking for one.

Tradition says I have to. But why do I have to? Do I have to? Then, what do I do? What do you do when you realize that, in this pit hole, the only person to save you from drowning is no other than yourself?

Today, I stare at emptiness constantly reminding me of all my stupidity. Where has all my worth gone? I keep seeking for answers as to why I opted to settle for something never on my list. To settle on then again that was. I want to blame time. Yes, you, time. But then again, who decided it was time?

Can I please recover? Where do I buy that? How do I buy that? I have the answers. But I don’t know which one is the one.

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