Space Between

I am sharing with you some of the realizations I have collected from my everyday life encounters.   It may not be so applicable to everyone but I guess there is no harm in re-realizing my realizations. Sorry is just another word -   Ok. Thank you for your “sorry”. Sometimes though, the said word just comes out as an “SOP” but does not really mean the intended purpose of it. I guess the better way is not just by saying such but likewise by not.doing.it.again.ever.   Then “sorry” would serve justice. Acceptance is the first step to change - They say change is the only constant thing in this world.   But for change to happen, acceptance that something must really require change must be existent.   Otherwise, such movement will just be temporary. Commitment is a strong but scary word -   Aha. It has been elusive to many people. Me being included.   If you have questions, then, you cannot commit. So don’t force yourself to fall into the very deep holl...

Happy father's day, Daddy! I love you more than any maldita daughter could ever do.

I realized, I grew up collecting angst. Its not that I am an angry person. Neither am I an ill-tempered person.   Its just might be that I have collected thoughts within myself that have not gotten the slightest chance to be spewed to the most appropriate person.   In short, hindi nakarating sa paroroonan .   Although I believe I am a confrontational person, I guess I am still left misunderstood.   The other night, I again cried myself to sleep. My bed has again witnessed me at my weakest time and point of the day—and that is before I sleep. I have been fighting with the very same argument ever since I got my brain to function on its own.   And the other very same argument has been fighting back since I don’t remember anymore.   I thought I can let go and forgive accusations. But words have this way of penetrating your soul that simply leave you bursting-then-wounded inside.   Thank goodness I have walls as my physique. Then, pain just doesn’t show e...

According to a recent article in Yahoo, couples fight 2,455 times on average per year. That's roughly 7 times a day.  The article further stated that the top reason contributing to the figure is that the other half did not hear or did not listen to what the other half was saying.  Money, laziness, sex and other petty things came in next. Hmm.. Now I know this is normal.

I have this fondness with clouds.  I remember when I was young, I dreamed of travelling and playing on top of those cotton-like pillows in the sky.  I dreamed of having a bed made of it. I even planned of living there. The latter of course is now out of my list. Please. Not yet. :) Now, everytime I travel by plane and get lucky to be on the window seat, I remember my innocent days.  I feel I am back to my innocent and carefree self. I feel like I have finally achieved one dream. And, I feel like I made someone's dream now a reality.  And though I know that some of my dreams about the clouds will never come true, at least, I got the reasons why it aint going to be.  For now, although it may mean rain,  I am glad that clouds simply take my bad mood away. Thank goodness there are clouds.

The goodness of envy is that it makes you realize that your dreams are still up there.. waiting to be envied.

Why do you always have to know that something that smells bad? --- Because it is always good to know that something that irritates you.